rojak fEeling......

What is my feeling now?
moodless??may be...
what i want actually??
don't know....very tired....
physically and mentally.....
mid term is coming soon.....and i am still fiddle around...
without preparation...without studying...
sometimes, i am wondering...why i can be such lazy....
am i got no interest in study?? definitely NOT.....
i like and i need.....but why???
when can i change?? it seems like impossible for me....
aiyo.....don't want to think already....
just....LET IT BE....because happy go lucky......hehe....

last week was my ucnle's wedding......
very touch....
my whole family...
even my grandma...never think that my uncle will get married...
but finally he did....at the age of 52.....
may be this is his predestined relationship....
i don't believe on fate....
but for his case....i believed....
hehe....i am happy with that....
the feeling is indescribeable....
looking forward to his baby and my sister's second baby too....
hehe.....

last week...i met with my cousin who came from Chinna....
before that ....we always chat through MSN...
she said she want to come...and finally...i saw her....
with her daddy and a friend....
xiao ling...her friend...a pretty and nice lady....
we promise will go travel together when i graduate....
hope it will become true...hehe...

feel like wanna sleep ad...
because today rush here and there for finding the counsellor....
from kampar hospital to hospital bahagia Ipoh....
from hospital bahagia to pantai hospital...
from pantai hospital to general hospital Ipoh...
and finally we get nothing...
cannot make the appointment with the counsellor...
refused by the hospital.....and so on...
luckily.....a counsellor from Nilai promise us to let us interview...
and next Saturday...we need to go to Nilai....
applied psychology....
make us rush,make us worry and make us busy...
haiz.....
wish all will be done after this........