i am feeling bad now.......
i just couldn't get myself calm for this few days..
the feeling of worry is bringing me into the worst situation....
hope to avoid...hope to escape....but i can't...
and i need to accept the reality...no matter how hard it is...
just like what my sis told me....
i need some energy before i breakdown....i need it badly.....
the energy that can help me to refresh my mind....
to clean up all the rubbish inside my heart....
and i know...i am the one who can only give myself those energy...
be positive..i keep remind and remind....try to plant it into my unconscious...
but consiously...i am negative........
be tough, ok?? there's a lots of people outside there still need my help...
so.......be tough!!!!no matter i want or not....
i miss you badly...when i am really down...
i need your shoulder as my refuge harbour.........
but you are too far from me....
and i am no longer yours...
sorry for missing you again........
again...i broke my promise toward myself....
hate this!!
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