just you....and me....

i pretended that i don't know you are waiting for me...
i pretended that you don't know i am hiding myself from you....
i pretended that i don't care about your feeling...
i pretended ...............but....
i know....what is behind of my "pretended".........


thank you for chatting with me when i need your comfort....
thank you for giving me those advices when i felt hopeless...
thank you for the jokes to cheer me up....
thank you for every things you had done for me...
i started believe.....distance no longer be our problems...
and it is just my excuse toward my inferiority....
confidence.......i can be very confidence in any thing...
but i lost all my confidence when i am facing you...how sad it's....
and you are the one i care the most....
sorry..........i can't persuade myself to be more confidence because i am not good enough to be with you....
sorry.......i can't stop myself to think about you when i am in difficulties....
i'm sorry..........sorry....
even though i don't like the word of sorry and thank you....
but this is what i owe you for almost 4 years.......


~stop smiling and laughing when you want to cry......
don't hide your tears behind......~
again.......u see through all my feeling even though i never tell you.....